Haizzz another monday bluezz.early morning kana called in to office by director for some "coffee".What a good day start.now actually lunch time but too lazy and lost of mood to go for lunch and start to see others blog and saw her(xy) blog.Bee again.either JB or bee.Who am i???Just msn with ex-colleague from osim wen yao.Heard a good and happy news from him,Getting married next jan 2009.Congrat brother.But what have i got???Nothing.Actually very hungry and tummy start to call me to go for some food but really lost of mood.Why does i see everyone being so happy and me still alone out there.I have really tried my best but i still could not get what i really wan.What can i do next???Wait and Wait and wait and wait and wait and wait??Called qiang up and heard ms voice seems so happy at the zoo.Like 2 little kids.Anyway all the best to this 2 friends and of course my sis sx with her boy boy.I feel i am being so lost and i really mean very lost and unwanted.Will my life be like this till the day i die??No colleague at workzz no friends outside.How come my life is like this???When others life is like a beautful piece of art on a piece of drawing paper but my is just a piece of blank paper with no colour.Everyone only knows i like to complain but who ever put themself in my shoe??Should i give up??Should i just scrabble something on my blank piece of drawing paper???Till now i still wonder.
From the everyone called "willing to be called stupid and idiot person"stupidest fool in the bloody whole world.
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