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Went rounding last night with houyi and qiang and so many more.reach home at 5 and wake up at 8 for work feeling so tired.Went a bit crazy last night as i saw my sweetest darling talk and smses JB.WTF.All of sudden,everything seems out of control.Walk out from darling place and rush into the lift.Feeling so stress that i punch the bloody lift wall real hard 3 times till i myself feel the whole lift shaking.What have got into me???Recently i feel i am losing control of myself over the bar gal.Throwing temper around and the suey person last night is shuiling.I dont know why but start to feel something which have not been with me for a long time.STRESS.I start to breath very deeply after going into the lift and start my bike.Poor thing alway got bully cos i am in a bad mood.I head straight to Lim Chu Kang and run 4 round before i can calm down just that little bit and get hold of myself.After that head to petrol kiosk to buy something cold to cool meself down but in the end,i bought MEJI strawberry milk.Something which will cause me stomache after drinking.Went back to meet darling at her block downstair and got f by her saying "although u want to change yourself but there is something which u didn't change,playing a fool with your own health by drinking milk again.After talking a while,she found out something which i don't really want anyone to know.I wont mentain it as i guess i wont want other to know after reading my blog.