The Day after A Year

Haizzzz,a year have pass and things are still the same.Still struck in the same spot for the past one year.Sometime i wonder why is heaven so unfair,when i see all (only a few) my friends living happily with their loves one but i am always alone.Did i did something wrong in my previous life??or did i ever offend them(Heaven)??Nothing in my life has change etc:lateness(i am never late last time), hack care(never bother about things that happen around now)Why can't my life be like other??Having a gf to accompany with.Is it that diffcult to find someone to love me more instead of me loving them??I never mind about giving more than to take more(give and take) but why can i have a better life???